I’m so, so busy. I have more responsibilities that I can juggle at once right now, and I keep dropping one or two and having to pick them back up.
But I’m also more happy.
I’m the kind of person who needs to stay busy, because if I have too much free time I think myself into a depression. OCD is a disorder of over-thinking, so that’s exactly what I don’t need time to do.
Now all I need to do is learn to adapt to the higher stress level of being super-busy. It leaves me with little time for my obsessions to creep in, but it is hectic and chaotic. If I can just stay calm it will be smooth sailing.